DARN. felt so pissed off with the fucking rumours. stop all the "peach" things can? JONATHAN the meanie pok! cheers (=

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for me, i didnt know tt BEST friend will b the one tt tease u the most (in front) of my other frens. insulting me as much as YOU can. always trying to pull me dwn and making me feels lousy. to b making me angry and so pissed off jus because of YOUR insults makes u feel better? wad abt me trying them onto YOU. YOU wont b happy either. so spare me frm all those. yet YOU expect me to be there for YOU each and every single day, without fail. always needing care, love and everything. i can never be the one tt bullies YOU, tease or anything. YOU may excel in certain things whereas i'm NOT. thus, i'm DIFFERENT from YOU. stop thinking as if YOU are like so great. i didnt compare my good points with you... i swear i dont. has life always been fair? my stand is NO; it never will b. YOU wanted me to b there. and i did. YOU wanted sm1 to lean on. i was there. yet YOU was the one tt kept secrets frm me YOU was the one tt tease, joke and always making a mockery of me! there IS a limit to everything.

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the progress report grades are out. and they sux like shit. having all like 50+ isnt good in any sense. i needed more than 24h a day. less school hours might helped. SOMEONE claims tt IT can do better in loci test than any other ppl in MY class. having to attend 1 lesson with mdm ho can cover wad we learn in 1 week. i can rmb so clearly how IT tell one of my fren, I STUDY 1DAY CAN ALREADY.. U ALL NEEDED 1WEEK. isnt IT damn show-off? but nvm, IT was like the LOWEST in class? SO MUCH FOR SHOWING-OFF. try more of skipping sch. cos i think it helps to pull down marks. of which, u shall b made a mockery by ME. of cos, i cant wait for this day.

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junwei daddy, u rawks. saying all those things in in-focus chinese. those words of acting cute, actiions are things tt can make me laugh. the way IT holds IT's pen. the way IT talks. LOL. and ben kok kor, for ignoring IT fucked up attitude.. esp the day we went suntec city.. u know wad i mean (= abt the seats...

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btw, i'm finally changing back to HOME tuition. which means i dun have to travel till the central of s'pore jus for 4h of tuition and a break. but it's gg to b ex! i shall do ALL my tuition work mr lee has given me.. and makes him less hair of cos!

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damn banana! phone doesnt "shake", it "vibrates". even for a person who sucks in english also knows tt the term used is vibrates, not shake. OMG. ur england must b damn powerful. and i dun believe crying does helps. cos when ppl knows the truth, u shall b the one being despised. (=

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is justin and me kinda fated? seeing each other at different place after 1h is definately surprising. i went to eat and go out after tt. yet, he was supposed, to b gg shopping and he went home... and i saw him tabao food an hour later! oh no.. des say is i ji zuo duo qing... mayb it's true? haha.............. joke la!

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saw lots of ppl td! like senior Kelvin Yap, Kingston Khoo, Cheryl Wang, WanLing, Melissa Jie, Jolie and of cos, Justin Yang. suddenly, i kinda missed them.... the seniors and the ones who grad.. other than justin.. hais.

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take care, my dear qin ai de mdm sim. (=